Starting my “detox” tomorrow.
Because that’s the only I can tell my grandma it is.
There isn’t a better way of saying “I’m not goin to eat for two weeks because have the same eating issues as my mom.”
Apparently I had a hysterical 20 minute crying freak out.
I knew it was happening kind of except when I had my eyes shut, hyperventilating, choking on whatever fluid was in my throat.
Now my head is pounding.
My lungs and throat hurt.
I burst blood vessels in my eyes and my lips are cherry red like I was choked to death.
I don’t even know what I was crying about.
Gunna try and do the master cleaned for 10 days then move back into my vegan diet.
Taking a break from excessive exercise aside from working during the cleanse then I will start running; already picked out a good route by my current living situation.
Also might take up kick boxing.
I have lost a lot of inches and weight recently but not in the most healthy ways (stress, loss of appetite, being to busy to find time to eat).
I want to continue my journey damnit.
The top picture was about middle of march around my birthday.
The bottom picture was taken tonight.
I don’t know my stats, but I have come a long long long way and even though I haven’t reached my goal, I feel so much better about myself. (:
Please tell me where you shop that things are that cheap.